You would think that living with someone would bring you closer to that individual. In my case it seems to be tearing us apart. I work as often as I possibly can, which if need be would be weekends. We were perfect in the beginning, I thought we were the same person deep down, it turns out that wasn’t the truth. My belief is that he really has no ambition to move forward in life, our relationship or anything else for that matter. He says that since we’ve began dating that I have put him into debt 2,000 dollars. How can that be? Also, that I put everyone else before my boyfriend, and if that is the truth how the hell am I ever going to have a healthy relationship?
Besides the debauchery of my relationship, I believe that I have officially worked my ass off in my internship. Who knows what the future is to bring with a job, but for right now I am loving 160 all the way. It’s one of those real jobs that you love to hate and hate to love. I had the day off today. I should have taken full advantage of that but instead I decided to sleep in.
School starts next week and I am dreading the aspect of having to actually leave my comfort zone of not being critiqued on MY actual work. At work I’m critiqued on the work I do for other people, which doesn’t bother me. Its more of a discussion on how I/we can make it better. I love that.
